Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in suicidalmm's LiveJournal:

Saturday, June 24th, 2006
5:30 pm	hmmmm....... Yeah... as everyone knows, no, i diddnt ask her out.no, i dont want to. and if anyone still cares about it, theyre probbly an anorexic attention whore who needs a life. :D but yeah... i figured, i dont want to deal with her "friends". but yes. i DID think i liked her, but i guess i diddnt . and "john" keep pretending as if i dont know who you are, and you need to fuck off and get a life, because as you know now, NO ONE LIKES YOU! do you know why? BECAUSE YOUR'RE FAKE! and no one can trust you. because all you want is attention, and it worked for a while, but it backfired, and there is nothing you can do after this. you have to start over. so you can keep taking out your anger on me, but it wont work because no one is listening anymore! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: who cares (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 8th, 2006
3:43 pm	alright..... OK, tomorrow is the day.....June 9th... ive waited too long... im going to ask her out. I don't think she knows i like her... wait she might. WHATEVER!!... i need to get it overwith and stop waiting.i mean... i wont be crushed if she says no... a little dissapointed, but ill get over it in an hour. So tomorrow ill do it... Wow, i realized im rambaling again..... so ill go before i do it again. Current Mood: nervous Current Music: none... (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 6th, 2006
4:42 pm	well here goes..... Alright... I think I know where I am coming from now. I can definetly say that things will go good, if not very well with my other friend. I think im going to ask her out..... this seems really strange... (again it sounds gay) but its going to be another landmark in my life. Here goes another chapter in the saga of Devon. (i just realized that all of my posts are extremely short.....) Current Mood: nervous Current Music: La Vie Boheme (i should tell you) RENT (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 5th, 2006
10:42 pm	I iz confuzzled This sounds so gay, but love is confusing. I have two amazing best friends. I talk ALOT with one, and were like siamese twins. We do everything together. The other friend, i have a very good time with,I really think i like her. I REALLY do. But im afraid that if i go out with her, my friendship with my other friend will weaken. I really dont know what to do. I guess ill go with it, and just hope for the best. tats All for now... Current Mood: confused Current Music: We go together (grease) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
5:07 pm	i hate my current life Wow, this is my first post... any way... all of my friends always have things to do and whenever i call them, they always have to go, or cant tlk, because they have something cool to do. i NEVER have ANYTHING to do, so whenever people ask me if i can do something with them, i Always say yes. I HATE not being busy!!!!! Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: rent (out tonight) (2 Comments |Comment on this)